So, this is a longer post than average. So, about four or five years ago, I met this one girl in Amino. She would always join the chatrooms i’d join and would also like most of my posts. She never spoke ...Read more
So, this is a longer post than average.
So, about four or five years ago, I met this one girl in Amino. She would always join the chatrooms i’d join and would also like most of my posts. She never spoke to me, until this one day she opened a private chatroom for both of us.
It all started normally, she would start ll the conversations and stuff. I never really minded this, but her behavior always seemed a little off. I was way too awkward to stop the conversations and stuff. I never messaged first nor last.
To be honest I feel and am aware that this was a mistake from my part.
So, months passed and we kept talking. This one day, she admitted into stalking me just because we had “so much in common”.
I was honestly creeped out by this. But I wasn’t as confident as I am now and just awkwardly told her it was ok and stuff.
So, more time passed, we had a fight. I didn’t talk to her for a month, and then she ended up apologizing. I said OK once more. One day, she said she loved me, and I said OK. Worst mistake of my life.
I wanted to cut all ties with her and started acting like an asshole with the hopes that she would get mad at me for my opinions and would eventually stop talking to me. But that only made it worse. I basically made a monster.
We had more fights. But they started diminishing. I noticed that she became more assertive to stuff and would agree to anything I said.
I started feeling uncomfortable once more. I decided to stop her approaches about a year ago. But she kept on pushing and pushing it.
This one day, I don’t know what got over me and searched her username on google. Oh boy, did some stuff pop out.
I found lots of accounts: Twitter, Amino, Youtube, Telegram, Steam, Reddit, wattpad, we heart it, tumblr, you name it. All of those accounts were dedicated to the awkward persona I made to talk to her. There were drawings, fanfictions, the most disturbing things i found were folders of gore pictures tagged withmy friends’ names and this one post which described into detail what she would do to herself if I ever dumped her.
As of now, we are not currently talking. I told her I needed time for myself only, which is true, since my mind has been going south these past months.
I feel way lighter every since I stopped talking to her. But the burden is still there. I want to dump her and just plain tell her to stop talking to me. But I am afraid of what she would do to herself if i left her.
A girl I started talking to a few years ago is creeping me out and i want to leave her. She creeped me out because she admitted into stalking me, and I found various accounts dedicated to stalking my own accounts. In these accounts, I also found a very detailed plan of what she would do to herself if I ever left her. Advice?Read less